Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Saturday, December 18, 2010
♫ I don’t know but I think I maybe fallin’ for you. I am trying not to tell you but I want to. I’m scared of what you’ll say so I’m hiding what I’m feeling, but I’m tired of holding this inside my head. i’ve been spending all my time just thinking about ya I don’t know what to do I think I’m fallin’ for you. ♫
yeah, i know. you're thinking "oh my gosh. how many times a week does she change who she likes?" and it's true, i do change alot. but there is method to my maddness. i've been hurt my boys, so i try not to get attached to one guy, so i switch around alot. :) but right now, i like a guy i know probably will never like me. and after i have thought about it, i might have liked him since freshman year. which is weird. but kinda true... he's adorable. he makes fun of me alot, but that's okay. he's really athletic, and smart. but the thing is, i don't even know why i like him. i guess i kinda do, but it doesn't make sense to me. but many things in my life don't... haha. so yeah. that's my story of the day. :)
oh, and i'm going caroling tonight. i'm a little excited. :)
and, and, and!!! i heart you all. :)
Saturday, December 11, 2010
Take chances... alot of them. Because honestly, no matter where you end up- and with who, it always ends up just the way it should be. Your mistakes make you who you are... you learn and grow with each choice you make. Everything is worth it. say how you feel- always . Be you, and be okay with it. It doesn't matter what any other person thinks.
hey guys. sorry it's bee so long. school is absolutly insane! but such is life. :) it's been a great little while though. just have to tell you about it. i figured out that if i cry, i feel better. i didn't cry like ever. and now i just cry sometimes. and then i feel better and end up happier. :) i love that. and today, i realized i don't care. i was talking to the guy i thought i liked, yes the one all those super sad love quotes were about, about the girl he likes, and i felt nothing except happiness for him! i legitamatly am super happy for him, for finding someone he loves. he deserves it. also, i realized that no matter how hard i try, i'm never going to make everyone happy, so i'm not even going to try! i'm going to make me happy, and everyone else can just suck it. :) also, i am going to ask a very attractive guy to sweethearts. hopefully on tuesday at our school basketball game. :) well, i heart you all, anyone who even remembers to read my blog.:) and if you have any super cute, unique ideas of how to ask a guy to a girl's choice dance, then comment on this!!! please please!!! :)
love, meghan lanae carpenter, the one and only me. :)
Saturday, November 27, 2010
I wish I could find a way to keep my heart from loving you. It's so hard to keep myself from falling when I see you. It's so easy to hate you when you're not around, and so easy to love you when you're looking like that.
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Friday, November 12, 2010
Friday, November 5, 2010
Friday, October 29, 2010
"What if there's no such thing as true love but we're just too afraid to admit it? So we keep on dressing up, we keep on pretending to be something that we're not. We keep on turning our lives upside down, losing ourselves in something that we hope is better than what we think we are. What if that something we're looking for, just doesn't exist? "okay, that one is a longer one. but i like it. it's true. we do spend our whole lives thinking about things bigger than we are. we do dress up for the boy who will never notice and turn our whole life upside down trying to get them to notice. it's just the life of a teenager.
but today, our school dressed up for halloween and that's pretty exciting. i was a princess, cause i love dressing up, and it was pretty cool. i didn't like walking in the poofy dress, but it's good practice for if i ever get asked to a formal dance. :)
but hopefully i can hang out with a friend i miss today. that'd be really nice, but probably not.
halloween is tomorrow for me, but i can't go trick or treating, so i'll probably end up staying home, doing nothing. haha. my life is fun... :/ oh well, we'll see and i'll keep you posted.
SO, i'll probably leave you with a question everyday too, and in leiu of dressing up for school...!!! : What are you dressing up as for halloween this year??? :)
<3 love <3, megs. :)
Thursday, October 28, 2010
"No matter what I do I can't get you off my mind. I'm not so sure I want you off my mind."kk... my name is megs and i'm a junior in high school! everyday, imma post a quote. sometimes, i'll tell you bout my day, and that'll explain the quote. sometimes i'll leave you guessing... but i'll, HOPEFULLY, always leave you with a quote. :) todays,,, well, it's kinda self explainatory, and because he might read this, i won't say a name, but there's a guy, and i like him, and i miss him, and he's just always on my mind, but i kinda like it... :) so yeah. that's it for today.