Melt... that's what i do. quicker than the snow outside of my window.

When you smile, I melt inside.

love is such a sticky thing. we talk about it all the time. we want so badly for it to happen to us. but you ask someone what love is, and they won't know how to answer. that's cause love is different for everyone. for me, love is those butterflies you get when he looks at you. love is when you hear his voice and can't help but smile. but, for me, the most important part about love is that you love the person you are when you are with them. when you can't help but feel happy, just because they are looking at you, or talking to you, or because you can feel their breath or smell their smell. sounds cheesy, i know. but it's true. it's when i don't want to leave school, because i know it's alot of hours i won't see them. it's going to school events, only to see if he will be there. that's how i live my life though. i fall hard, and then get hurt. but that's how i roll. :)

anyways... i heart you all. and i have more finals tomorrow, so i'm off to shower, cry a little due to stress, then sleep. :) 

so goodnight all!

love, megs :]

finals

Cute is when a person's personality shines through their looks. Like in the way they walk, every time you see them you just want to run up and hug them.

finals are this week. i might die... but if i don't, i will go on a date with a really cute guy. :) *see above quote :)* it's just going to happen.

fan. i am a fan. :)

I have always believed in you. I mean you're the most extraordinary talented person that I've ever met. I'm your biggest fan.

i don't know who reads this, so i can't say anything too revealing.. :) but the guy i like, yes guy. :P, but he is on a basketball team, :) which is super cute by the way, but yeah. every basketball game i have been able to go to, i was there, cheering louder than anyone else. :) lost my voice last time. it was great. :) but... he's adorable, and i might be letting myself fall for him...... i know. crazy meghan, you'll have moved on in a week. i know. but for now, i can pretend i am head over heels. :) cause i kinda am... :) *shakes head. love. what would we do without it? :)

anyway.... finals this week. :/ my finals schedule SUCKS balls. wanna know it? well imma tell you anyways. :)

TUESDAY:

8-10: Math

10:30-12:30: Spanish

1-3: U.S. Government

WEDNESDAY:

8-10: Biology

10:30-12:30: BREAK! FINALLY!!!! :)

1-3: History 11

THURSDAY:

8-10: History 12

10:30-12:30: Language Arts 11

yeah. i know. it's going to be a long few days. and yes. i have finals on Christmas Adam. (Christmas Eve Eve :)) grrr... Stupid Maeser, ruining my Christmas Spirit. I am seriously like the Grinch this year. :) oh well. after Christmas Break, only one week, i have winterim, which is going to be epically hardcore! :) love love love. 

well, wish my luck. i am sleeping. i love you all. :) 

love, me :]

today. :) i am in love... again. :)

♫ I don’t know but I think I maybe fallin’ for you. I am trying not to tell you but I want to. I’m scared of what you’ll say so I’m hiding what I’m feeling, but I’m tired of holding this inside my head. i’ve been spending all my time just thinking about ya I don’t know what to do I think I’m fallin’ for you. ♫

yeah, i know. you're thinking "oh my gosh. how many times a week does she change who she likes?" and it's true, i do change alot. but there is method to my maddness. i've been hurt my boys, so i try not to get attached to one guy, so i switch around alot. :) but right now, i like a guy i know probably will never like me. and after i have thought about it, i might have liked him since freshman year. which is weird. but kinda true... he's adorable. he makes fun of me alot, but that's okay. he's really athletic, and smart. but the thing is, i don't even know why i like him. i guess i kinda do, but it doesn't make sense to me. but many things in my life don't... haha. so yeah. that's my story of the day. :) 

oh, and i'm going caroling tonight. i'm a little excited. :) 

and, and, and!!! i heart you all. :)

love, megs

Sorry it's been so long!

Take chances... alot of them. Because honestly, no matter where you end up- and with who, it always ends up just the way it should be. Your mistakes make you who you are... you learn and grow with each choice you make. Everything is worth it. say how you feel- always . Be you, and be okay with it. It doesn't matter what any other person thinks.

hey guys. sorry it's bee so long. school is absolutly insane! but such is life. :) it's been a great little while though. just have to tell you about it. i figured out that if i cry, i feel better. i didn't cry like ever. and now i just cry sometimes. and then i feel better and end up happier. :) i love that. and today, i realized i don't care. i was talking to the guy i thought i liked, yes the one all those super sad love quotes were about, about the girl he likes, and i felt nothing except happiness for him! i legitamatly am super happy for him, for finding someone he loves. he deserves it. also, i realized that no matter how hard i try, i'm never going to make everyone happy, so i'm not even going to try! i'm going to make me happy, and everyone else can just suck it. :) also, i am going to ask a very attractive guy to sweethearts. hopefully on tuesday at our school basketball game. :) well, i heart you all, anyone who even remembers to read my blog.:) and if you have any super cute, unique ideas of how to ask a guy to a girl's choice dance, then comment on this!!! please please!!! :) 

love, meghan lanae carpenter, the one and only me. :)

life! :)

"My philosophy is that not only are you responsible for your life, but doing the best at this moment puts you in the best place for the next moment."

well, it's been a while since i have written on here. first things first. i need to tell you what i am greatful for! i forgot on thanksgiving, and you all need to know. so here in my list. :)

• my family. cause they are just great, and keep some light and continuity in my life.
• school. yes, school. the oppertunity to gain an education in a structured enviroment. and yes. as much as i love my family, it's great to have a break. :)
• kate winward. because she is just amazing in every way. if i need someone to talk to, she is always there, no matter what. 
• chandler merkley. cause he teaches me things every time i talk to him. 
• jordon andersen. because he always talks to me, even when we have nothing to talk about. :)
• kemsley corell, because she is so sweet, and is practically my only friend at school. :)
• yvo werner. because he has never failed to make me laugh when i didn't think i could even smile. whether it's just talking to me when no one else will, or making shadow puppets in socratic. 
• my house. because, as it grows colder outside, it is still there, inviting me to enter and be warmed and uplifted. 
• my toothbrush/toothpaste. no joke. i would probably die without them. 
• the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. i don't know who or what i would be without the gospel in my life. i believe whole-heartedly that the gospel is my rock, and without it, my eternal salvation would be put on the line.

i am so very greatful for too many things to put in a list. i love everybody in my life, and especially at this holiday time, i have the time to reflect on everything i am blessed with.

also, recently, i come to the knowledge that i am truely in control of my life. no one can make me do anything i don't want to do, and yes, i will suffer the consequences, but that comes with making the choice. i am in the driver's seat, and only i can choose what i feel, think, or the way i act. 

i am working on my spanish homework, writing a story actually, and maybe, i'll put it on here when i'm done. :)

well,i love you guys, and thank you for all that you do. 

love, me :]