Friday, October 29, 2010

bad day.

"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted."
normally, this wouldn't hurt. but today, it does. i have had a really bad day, from not having homework done to turn in cause I forgot, to not enjoying the overbearing presence of my parents. i have just not had a fun day, and then, an old, ummm... friend? showed up. only to make my bad day, when i thought it couldn't possibly get any worse, even worse.... hmmm... well, hopefully tomorrow is better. we'll see.
love, me

today was... interesting? haha.

"What if there's no such thing as true love but we're just too afraid to admit it? So we keep on dressing up, we keep on pretending to be something that we're not. We keep on turning our lives upside down, losing ourselves in something that we hope is better than what we think we are. What if that something we're looking for, just doesn't exist? "
okay, that one is a longer one. but i like it. it's true. we do spend our whole lives thinking about things bigger than we are. we do dress up for the boy who will never notice and turn our whole life upside down trying to get them to notice. it's just the life of a teenager.
but today, our school dressed up for halloween and that's pretty exciting. i was a princess, cause i love dressing up, and it was pretty cool. i didn't like walking in the poofy dress, but it's good practice for if i ever get asked to a formal dance. :)
but hopefully i can hang out with a friend i miss today. that'd be really nice, but probably not. 
halloween is tomorrow for me, but i can't go trick or treating, so i'll probably end up staying home, doing nothing. haha. my life is fun... :/ oh well, we'll see and i'll keep you posted. 
SO, i'll probably leave you with a question everyday too, and in leiu of dressing up for school...!!! : What are you dressing up as for halloween this year??? :)
<3 love <3, megs. :)

Thursday, October 28, 2010

my first post :)

"No matter what I do I can't get you off my mind. I'm not so sure I want you off my mind."
kk... my name is megs and i'm a junior in high school! everyday, imma post a quote. sometimes, i'll tell you bout my day, and that'll explain the quote. sometimes i'll leave you guessing... but i'll, HOPEFULLY, always leave you with a quote. :) todays,,, well, it's kinda self explainatory, and because he might read this, i won't say a name, but there's a guy, and i like him, and i miss him, and he's just always on my mind, but i kinda like it... :) so yeah. that's it for today.
love, me