sigh...

i hate making people unhappy.
but sometimes, by making me happy, i make others unhappy.
it's quite the predicament.
and i don't like it.
but i learned a long time ago that i had to make me happy before i could make anyone else happy.
so, sorry to those who, by my decisions, are made unhappy.
but i have to make me happy.
you had your chance, now it's mine.
please don't ruin this for me.
i love him.
with all my heart.
no over-exaggeration, no lies.
i just simply love him.
everything about him.
and i'm sorry if you do too.
but i've given up on love too many times to let this one slip through my hands.
so, i'm sorry.
but it's my turn to be the princess.
you had your chance,
and now it's mine.