you make me so confused, it hurts.

i hate some things in my life right now.
there are people who are hurting me.
and there are people who are using me.
people who are hurting themselves for me.
and i don't like it.
i am confused as hell and i hate it.


my head: logical. smart. responsible.
my heart: romantic. crazy. jumpy.
unfortunately, my heart usually wins.
and it gets me in super rough spots.
and i hate it.


gahhh.
when will my life just be easy????