meghan's thoughts on: dying.

most of the time,
death is just a temporary goodbye.
a see-you-later.
a short vacation from the people you love.


sometimes,
death is when you have to see someone everyday,
but they are dead to you.
you feel nothing.
you are numb to someone you once loved.


then,
there's my kind.
it's the worst kind.
the kind where you have to live,
breathe,
walk around,
go through all the motions of life,
but you're dead.
you're dead inside.
tired of trying, 
sick of crying, 
yeah i'm smiling,
but inside i'm dying.