stop it.

just stop it meghan. 
this isn't a fairytale.
he isn't going to magically decide he wants you back.
he isn't going to show up and say he is sorry and that everything will be okay.
you know why?
cause he's not.
he's not sorry.
all those movies,
books,
plays,
poems,
yeah.
they all lied to you. 
You grow up thinking the fairy tale is real, and more than that, you think you're entitled to live it. well, you're not. most guys simply can't get past their pride long enough to know they're losing the best thing that has ever happened to him. 
so, stop it. 
stop looking out the window everytime you hear a car door close, hoping it's him.
stop texting him.
stop trying.
give up.


NO!
i can't give up..
i can't let him go..
he's my fairytale..


so, everytime a car door opens, my heart will race.
and i'll still pray he comes back.
i'll wait 2 weeks, (not 2 weeks anymore:))
show him what he used to love in me.
i'm finding myself again baby(:
i'm coming back for you(: