maybe they think it'll help.

yay.
i found out i get to use the computer once a day.
for 10 minutes.
everyday.
yay.
since i don't know how to say my words,
i write them.
that's what they've learned.
my therapy sessions are all on paper.
she asks me questions,
i write a short story.
or poem.
or something in response.


writing.
that's my release.


it's my way to use my words.
i can't get them out with my mouth,
so i use my fingers.
i write them.
anywhere.
napkins.
notebooks.
computers.
my arms.
walls.
anywhere.
that's what my therapist said.
get it out.


so i am.