you think i haven't tried?

don't tell me to just stop being sad. you have no fucking idea what it feels like to be crushed and broken. shattered like glass dropping on concrete. you try to put yourself back together, but no matter how hard you try, you just can't. no one tries to help you, they just tell you to be happier, and to smile and laugh it off. it's not that simple. you've never felt so broken up inside, with absolutely no reason to feel that way. so, i suggest you stop talking to me as if i'm just some idiot who is purposefully feeling this way. you don't think i haven't tried to be happy?