my only thoughts right now.

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addictions suck.
guys you are better than that. if you cut, know someone who cuts, thought how great it would be to cut:
just don't.
i know it's not that easy. it's not something you can just stop doing because you were told to. 
i get that.
but please.
please try.
it sucks to need something this much. to think that's the only way to fix your problems.
wanna know something?
it doesn't fix ANYTHING. at all.
and scars suck.
people ask what you did and you have to lie to them.
you then have to remember all the lies you've told people.


just don't. 
try as hard as you can. please. it's a slippery slope you're never going to get up if you never just stop.


you're better than this.
i'm better than this...