things of the mind.

there are things on my mind.
but i can't say anything.
because if i told the internet before roy,
he'd get mad at me.
again.
and we wouldn't want that, now would we?


don't you hate that? 
when you want so bad to say something but you can't?
it hurts. 
a lot.
but it's for the best.
i know it.