i'm falling. i'm falling. i'm falling in love with you.

oh my. 
i love him.
i really, honestly do.
it's official.
i'm madly, desperately, irrevocably and unconditionally in love with Roy Beltran.
with his smile.
with his kindness.
with his christianity.
with his forgiveness.
with his love.
with his eyes.
with him.
all of him.
and i know i'm only 16.
it's crazy.
i know. 
it's not supposed to happen.
i know.
butithas.
i know what love is.
and this is it.
am i scared? to be completely honest, a little bit.
but i've never trusted anyone like i trust him.
i feel vulnerable.
but i love him.
love is trusting.
love is giving.
love is everything. 
i love you, Roy Beltran.
please don't forget it[: