happiness, sheer, blissful, undying, tickle your toes, crinkle your nose happiness

here's the thing.
i'm happy.
i know, gasp. but i am.
i'm happy with who i am today, more than ever before.
i am happy with my friends. i love them with all my heart.
i am happy with myself, something i haven't been able to say in a love time.
i am happy with who i am around my boyfriend. i don't have to be anything else, which is super great, and not something i've ever felt before.
i am happy with life.
the end.

let me say something.
cause there's nothing you can do to stop something, bahaha[:
life is great once you realize life is great.
let me explain.
let's say, you are at school, and you have 2 choices.
a.) survive the day. wake up at 6, want to go back to sleep, get ready, drive to school, swear at people who cut you off, arrive at school, grumble about your far-away parking job, go to math, then bio, then TA, then seminary, then lunch (life gets a little better at lunch), then gov, then history, then 2 periods of socratic. then you go home, eat a snack, do your homework, take a shower, go to bed.
OOORRRR
b.) wake up exactly 3 minutes before your alarm goes off, feel ninja, bounce across the room to turn off your alarm BEFORE it goes off (i know! gasp!), get ready, drive to school, DON'T swear at the drivers who cut you off but instead nicely let them in and slow down so you aren't tailgating them (i hear it's annoying? i wouldn't know), park as far from the doors as possible (you know, to get exercise), open the door for a cute little middle schooler carrying a bunch of books, help a kid who has dropped the contents of their backpack in front of your locker, get to math early and chat it up with your math teacher (who is secretly a ninja. just. like. you[:), then run down the stairs as fast as you can (not tripping, obviously) and give your best friend a massive hug, go to bio and play ultimate frisby on wet grass (for the win:)), skip TA and play in the sprinklers and be visited by the most attractive boy the world has ever known ( roy beltran *cough cough*), then go to seminary and don't grumble under your breath about how boring it is, then LUNCH! maybe there is a little screaming, you never know, epic dance party of awesomeness in the gov room anyone? i think yes, then gov which consists of crazy ideas, an ADD teacher, and being distracted by an attractive boy, then history with dr. barlow, aka the coolest guy ever, watching WWII romance movies that make me sad inside, and then going to my amazing socratic class, which consists of a bunch of the coolest kids ever, who win at life, namely roy beltran, kemsley corell, maddie law, dallas devey, joe cassler, nik ruplinger, camille hauglid, mandy newson, angela zhan, daniel kim, brock smith, alek harding, lisette snyder, and miss brough, so it's obviously a party everyday[: and then, as if life couldn't get any better, you go home, eat delicious cauliflower, frolic, do your homework, AND get everything done in time to watch criminal minds. epic win of a day. yes, i know.
now. i would MUCH rather have option b. wouldn't you? yes? i think yes. but what changed from option a to option b. you went to the same classes, with the same people, at the same time. you really wanna know what changed? your attitude.
life is great once you realize it's great.
so realize it.
do not be a cotton-headed ninny muggins.
don't. do. it.
it's a scary road my friends...
scary indeed...
BOO!
thee end.
love, me[: