my crazy, tragic, sometimes almost magic, awful, beautiful life.

i got home today,
after a really not so great day,
and my little brother
(well, he's 6'3" 320 lbs. but younger.(: )
came upstairs,
scooped me in a hug,
and just held me there.
it was the best thing anyone has done for me in a long time.
after, he said "you know what? we should hang out more."
i love that kid.
my big teddy bear.(: