today....

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

i just... i trusted them. the 2 people in this world i was supposed to be able to trust with everything, and now i just, i don't know anymore.