trust... it's a sticky thing.

How can you expect him to totally trust you when you don't totally trust him? You have to start to learn to trust sometime or another. Why don't you start now? He won't hurt you, I believe that, but because of everything that happened, you won't let yourself believe it. And he needs to see that you believe in him and are willing to trust him before he can totally trust you. It's a confidence thing.
k, well, here's the thing. i have serious trust issues, because of thing that have happened to me in the past. well, actually, my trust issues have issues. it's kind of sad. i find it really hard to trust people, especially boys. sometimes, i make the mistake of trusting someone too much too early, or not early enough. i have ruined alot of potential friendships that way, but i can't really do anything about it. i have had a rough time with boys and i don't like trusting them, because i have gotten hurt by them. so, if anyone reading this blog was my friend, or is my friend, and you feel like i don't trust you, that's because i don't. but that's not your fault, and i'm sorry. i really am working on it... i really am...