you can feel when someone you hold close to your heart is slipping away, little by little. it's when the mere thought of losing a friend can bring you to tears almost instantly. the pain you are beginning to feel can crush your entire heart. yet everything that you try to do to solve the problems only push them further and further away from you, when the only chance of getting back to the way things were in the beginning is to hope this person realizes what they may be losing.
i'm not afraid of losing the you i have. i'm afraid of losing the friend that i love in you. i'm afraid of having one less person i can talk to. i'm afraid of losing the you i love, the one i can be crazy and just me with. the one i can run to when i'm crying and know you'll be there. i'm afraid of losing that you.
love,
meghan.lanae
meghan.lanae
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